it is never permanent……..a goodbye.

It’s been a year as we all learn to live with less fear; the tears may keep rolling but life must keep going as we now know it; it may be rough but it is what truly makes us tough; looking ahead things may not be what we were to expect but it is what we now have been fed, a life with one less had created quite the mess but it can turn around for us to make the best- we can- with the love at hand and the continuous support we receive to help with the new found hurt; life may seem short but it is not our choice to abort the path that we were given but instead for us to learn that this can change for the life’s mathematical equations will always leave us feeling the abrasions; these too shall heel it is just a matter of us learning to deal; keeping the faith that put us in this place, enduring while keeping a smile on our face; it may be difficult but nothing can change with the way it was built other than to continue to grow and make sure we show- our love- that will always be in our hearts no matter when another may depart, it is what we were given that must keep us driven; looking back saying goodbye was not what was ever expected and kept us shy from showing our inner thoughts as we watched and fought- to keep you strong and keep you alive I never thought it would be such a quick dive, into the realm of darkness it is you that brought that spark guiding us into the brilliance of the illuminating light as you continued to fight- a long fight it was until the  time it was for you to spread your wings and take flight; that night was still and lead us with our power and our will to continue and get past although it will last it sure has departed quite fast; the year was full of new blooms while also creating obstacles to send us by and zooms.  We continue to grow and continue on this ride of life but nothing can ever fill the emptiness of one less, instead one can find comfort in knowing that you are there to guide-  help us maneuver onto the next adventure as we continue to lose time, as that time departs and every new day starts, it is just another step closer of being where we want to be, I know that you will see and I will never forget your words, you continue to cheer and I hear it loud and clear.

guide my feet…..

As this day comes down and I work to not frown but instead keep that promise by wearing that smile even thru the tears- that may be washing away as these memories begin to fade and I cannot let it go completely away as it helps me get thru each and every day; my life began with a strong man by my side who I tried to keep up with in stride, until one day I ran away and learned that I was faster and could finally take the reigns for my own because it was that day that all made sense of everything that he had shown; it is with fondness that I broke out of my modest shell as he guarded me but built me to be one of my own; he wanted nothing but happiness for these feet and for me to take off in the streets and build my confidence with nothing but my imagination to continue to grow and that brilliance he said I had, maybe he was right I need to never give up the fight and continue to look to develop things that are out of sight.

I know you are keeping watch.